"I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE EASIER.
BUT I AM NEVER RIGHT WITH MY THOUGHTS. :*
I SOO MISS YOU!" a
-- These are the words I will never forget.. the words that first came to my mind when he started to hate me.
To hate by the guy whom you love so much can really make you think as if you wanna die right now. :/ It is not easy to forget this guy who made my face bloom. And until now, he's the only guy I'm wishing for... I learned how to love because of him. I felt the real happiness when we talk [not in person! :* just in phone]
"I don't have the capability to paint the sky bluewhen the dark clouds set in..
But I do have an umbrella,
we can both share in case those raindrops fall. ;)"
`mm. The first time I saw his guy was June 20, 2007. I was like "Wow!"
`coz he really looks like Samuel. I dunno his name yet pero nagka crush na ko sa kanya. :)
One night, I texted everyone with a quote saying na "I love my friends". One of those is Emer, his friend. I didn't know that he borrowed his phone. He replied back. 'Love mo ko ha?' .. I was shocked then he texted me again.
'Vhil name ko. Kung kilala mo. ü'
`okay,. Name revealed! ;P That's the first time we texted and `xa pa unang nagtext. Aww :P And memorable pa ung first diba? Haha! ;D
But the happiest moment I had `bout him is when he told me na crush niya din ako. Though I don't believe him at first. But hindi ko nman matiis na hindi kiligin! `common! Who won't diba? Haha!
And because of my obcezsion texting, my Aunt got my cp. When I got my CP back, I knew that Linea and him are *.*. na! =[ So I texted him and asked if the gossip is true. He admited it! :(( So I told him what I feel for him.. And he said:
" ang sabi ko crush kita, hindi love. Alam mo ba ang pagkakaiba ng mga salitang un? Crush kita. Un ang sabi ko, bat ka umasa? okay lang naman na umasa ka eh, xe hanggang ngaun.. crush pa rin kita. "
So from that time, I tried to forget him but I just can`t. Until now. That last message of him is still on my phone. Hay. :'c
--I wrote this on my secret notebook a year ago.
So friends, don`t ask me if I still care for him aryt?!
I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE EASIER. BUT I AM NEVER RIGHT WITH MY THOUGHTS. :* I SOO MISS YOU!
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