“The One I Used to Call My Ice Cream Boy”
"Oh how I wish to be a star. Shining down whenever we`re apart. It`s just a dream I`d see, of you and me. And I hope it will come true. Oh how I wish that you`ll be mine, and be my love forever. You will always stay in my heart till I fade, away..." This is the song I always sing before when I was totally in love with a cute guy, which I used to call "Ice Cream Boy;" not to mention his name. He was my first love and to think that he`s still the one I love, it is true. I felt the real happiness of love with him, though we started to like each other just in text. He`s my schoolmate also so every weekdays, I see his handsome face which made my day complete.
This intense feeling started when I was a sophomore student. I was like 'Wow!' when I first saw HIM because he really looks like my Ultimate Crush Sam Concepcion! I started liking him that time and my likeness for him got more intense when he became my text mate. He was the first one to text me and his very first message to me was memorable. "Love mo ako ha?” he said. I asked him who is he and I was surprised when I knew that was him. We became regular text mates and in school, he smiles at me whenever we pass by each other. From then on, I started looking for some personal information about him. I added up all his online accounts and he began commenting such graphics that made me shiver in love. Until the time came that I told him what I really feel for him. He admitted that he also likes me though at first, I didn`t believe. Heaven! I felt as if I were in heaven!
The first time we talked was when he lend me Sam`s album. I pretended not to have this so I can talk to him. I thanked him afterwards. It was a week full of happiness chatting with HIM in person even in a couple of minutes only. I also got three photos of him and he`s the one who gave me! LOL. I`m running out of words whenever we talk. But then, I enjoyed those moments of truth that I was totally in love. But that was just the half. After a month of no communication, I knew that he was courting someone else in our school. I was so down as if I was already sent in hell! I was so broken that I can`t focus in my studies. I don`t eat as much as before. I remained quiet most of the times, and cried whenever I remember those moments and glimpse of him as if I want to die right now. So I decided to confront him, asked him if the gossip is true. He admitted it and was sorry. But I wasn`t convinced with a simple sorry maybe because I don`t want to lose him and I don`t want to see him with another girl. So I told him words that made him angry to me. I hate myself for that! I became more depressed having the fact that the guy, whom I loved so much, was getting further from me, started to hate me!
I tried to forget him but the harder I try; the more I remember those special memories in my life. And I realize that I should believe the saying "FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES..." For it was what I think is happening to my life!
By: Maria Celeste Legaspi Linson. :P
“The One I Used to Call My Ice Cream Boy”
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